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Shuang Rui Lian · Half Understood · Illustration

Bright gossamer floats over the sleeve-guard; the mind is still, shy of the cold mist, the idle heart half awake. The lotus nods; sway their shadows, bashful. But cool thoughts tug at me again, and I cannot bear to look— lies heavy. With a sweep of the sword I see it off; willow-down wheels and dances, and the dawn cock crows on a whim.

Long since I forgot that the years have no edge; far off the water lies level, watch after watch the same. Let the wing-to-wing birds be—the lovely season squandered on indulgence. Still I love the warm wind on my face; I gaze away in sorrow—what comes after is not yet decided. The green canopies stir, whispering; evening sounds, the pavilion cold.

Glosses—

Bright gossamer: the drifting threads spun out by insects, floating in the air;
Sleeve-guard: a covering worn over the sleeve;
廻儛 [huí wǔ]: to wheel about in flight and dance;
Watch after watch: one night watch, and then another;
鹣鹣 [jiān jiān]: the birds that fly wing to wing;
The lovely season: the time of beauty;
Green canopies: lotus leaves.

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