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· Heaven Beyond Heaven

Years in the mountains; looking far back on half a life of wildness. I drew my sword and went, the river lamps spread wide. I walked strange lands, learned to sleep on stone, forced the nine bends of river and marsh. The roared, the sand and stones scorched, the stars blazed; I waded the linked peaks under a moon like frost. Ape shadows dogged my steps, rainbow rain tossed up waves of cloud, catkins and leaves whirled every way. Thousands upon under hoisted sail; in dreams I talk of my childhood bed. Each thing an ocean, scattering into the vast and dim.
Going or staying, without limit; with an even heart I give way. I look out beyond the sky—cool and clear just now. The lone traveler set loose, the long world forgotten; reckon each cause as it falls due, the fruit is hard to hold. Now I climb to the heights, close by the immortals' halls, and draw in the jade fragrance. The wind blows a while; the langgan fruit comes down; beside the purple spring I break through the Final Gate, my heart turned home toward the . It keeps me company in all eight directions, as I throw off the reckonings of the mortal world; I stand waiting for the first sun, and the cold cicada cries and cries.
Glosses—
River lamps: the lamps on the boats out on the river;
Hoisting sail: to raise the sail;
Without limit: having no restriction, having no end;
Lánggān: the fruit of the immortals' tree;
Purple spring: the spring water the immortals drink;
The Final Gate: the three gates of Chan — the first gate is awakening to the Way, the second gate is cultivating the Way, the final gate is realizing the Way;
螀 [jiāng]: the cold cicada.
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